resolution

I’ve never had a problem with alcohol.  I’ve always had a problem with my mind being crazy and on it’s own agenda.  And I’ve never had a problem with them both, nothing that I couldn’t handle.  Until last night.  So now since my mind is a minefield of emotions, outbursts, and confusion I’m refraining from alcohol induced states.  A single drink here or there is fine, especially if it is to help me sleep, but no more mixed drinks followed by champagne, followed by three consecutive shots of whiskey, followed by too many swisher sweets.  I’d really prefer to keep what sanity I have and work through my mind minefield first. Thanks universe for giving me a heads up before I could do any real damage 🙂